I'm posting again. My dear friend is making salsa and I'm typing random thoughts on my little computer screen. We talk but I'm so obsessed with my computer I just try to keep 1 & a half eyes on it at all times. See if I lose my netbook, I will now be sure to get another one because I like it so much and my OCD has turned it into a pure need. But you know I really do believe that I need this netbook. I believe it is a part of the new wave of energy. We are all connected to something, we are all just little particles drift around in large masses. I'm certain of this. I think. Come to think of it I'm really not ever certain of anything. I think its a good structure to have, but I don't really want to work a hard labor job. In fact, I don't want to work for anyone really. I don't want to feel trapped. I don't like commitment of any kind. I always want what I can't have and am always going after it anyways. My thoughts are completely random...are they not? I wonder who is the happiest person in the world right now. I don't think its me. Is the happiest person in the world right now at this second looking at his computer screen? Why can't I just win a million dollars some where so I can just do what I want. I don't want a a white picket fence, but I would like a dog. A terrier to be specific. I love terriers. I love dogs. I feel like I can bond with them and sometimes I feel like I know what they are thinking. I got to figure out this whole blog thing. Maybe I will do it more often. Then I will feel accomploshed when I set around doing nothing. Nothing, really?